Thursday, 14 June 2012

God.

I'm just going to come out and say it-Anya is slacking with her contributions to the blog. She only sent me a picture yesterday because I reminded her, and today when I reminded her yet again and was understandably a little pissed, she sent me this picture-


which is clearly not a proper morning picture. and said "Here's your stupid morning picture. Enjoy."
As you can imagine, I was hurt. Upset and hurt and also insulted and sad and unhappy. I'm trying to build something here, not just for me, not even just for the both of us, but for the world, and sometimes I just wish Anya would respect what I'm trying to do, and understand that if I'm ever short with her about the absence of her morning pictures it's only because I feel that the cause is too important not to be completely dedicated.This blog is bigger than the both of us, y'know?
I'm slowly recovering from this ordeal. Anya is trying to carry on as normal as if nothing has happened, though I'm not sure that's the best way to proceed. .It certainly hasn't helped me move on any way. It's just a cruel reminder that things definitely aren't the same as they were several hours ago between us. The knock to our blog from one of its own creators has left a bruise which will take time to heal. The word "stupid" resounds in the air like an echo. It's just me and the word alone in this room.
Anyway, sorry to post on a sour note. Hopefully the pictures make up for it. If anyone wants to send Anya an angry email that would be okay. Her email address is insensitivedick@didimentioni'maninsensitivedick?.com
No hard feelings.






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